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cold wind blowing in my face
smell of dead trees in the air
blindly walking forwards
reaching out armsmet with broken darkness
eery toothless silence
gumming its way past my ears
into my brainblue, but mostly black
gray with dirt
smeared glasses
blurry figuresstanding around me
watching me stumble
seeing what I don’tthinking crunchy thoughts
pushing past them
raspy fingertips on my arms
on my neckchilling me, shaking me
can’t see, won’t look
they’re everywhere
close my eyesand run, feet pounding
tripping over obstacles
violently afraid
falling through helpless aircurled so tight
holding on
my mind, my ears
screaming a voiceless screammatching the shrieking wind
never landing the same plac twice
bouncing, sliding
down a glassy inclinecold cuts into my back
bruises under clothes
from impacts of sharp rocks
raining down around meburning with speed
internal vibrations
threatening to shake me apart
split me inside-outgravity no longer working
could fly off the ground
afraid of heights
glad when I do land at lastnestled in deep chilling mud
settles thickly around me
dulling my movements
constricting my chest
choking the life out of meI can hear them
thoughts around me
poking me with sticks
wide-eyed jabssomething beneath my skin
struggles to break free
pushing me farther down
by pulling itself upstench of gagging
chittering rodents fall
on my rotting fleshas the figures stand around
watching me struggle
glaring with needles
rusty knivessharp dagger teeth in my neck
voices all standing up together
pushing me farther into the mucktoo many here
blocking out the light
can’t movewhile bladed prongs work their way
out into the air
slaying the rats
breaking the glares
slashing at the turmoil withinand around
screaming, sinking farther
past nowhere
past forwardsall that is me
is not complete
two halves broken out
one without body
one without soulfighting
crying
screaming
hiding
being differentdifferent words
same meaning
Words create me forwards to backwards and backwards to forwards me create words.
An example of a word order palindromic sentence.
But check this out: word order palindromic poetry.
Batman, am I barely complete?
am I somehow, however, hurt?
I know others that say norms of life with people
means certain lifestyles and
standards set between good and bad,
everyone is different, yet same
the autism makes everyone strange and
is that too odd?
autistics are special
is Batman different?
somewhat different
Batman is special
are autistics really odd too?
that is strange
everyone makes autism the same
yet different is everyone
bad and good between set standards
and lifestyles certain
means people with “life of norms” say that
others know I hurt
somehow, however, I am complete
Barely, I am Batman
Wandering through,
am I far too gone?
Have I forgotten and left behind all importance?
of things, these rules of life
This action of pain encompassing all worth
making life of nothing constantly happening
thoughts unpleasant
loneliness seeing logically
when I am tired
because looking forwards about something
there’s life beyond all that I am
questions unanswered
allowed not
and unacceptable and
not allowed
unanswered questions
am I that?
all beyond life?
there’s something about forwards looking, because
tired am I when
logically seeing loneliness
unpleasant thoughts happening constantly
nothing of life making worth
all encompassing pain of action
this life of rules
these things of importance all behind,
left and forgotten
I have gone too far
I am through wandering














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